Positivity In A song 1

There are those days. Days when you're sad for no reason, when your body feels heavy, or feel like the whole world disturb you, hate you. And you lied in your bed questioning your self : "Is it my fault? Is it my wrong? Why me?". Then you look at the clock, and it's almost midnight.

Zero o'clock, a time when everything is new. Like the snow that just settled on the ground, let's breathe as if this is a new start. Will something change? Probably not, but at least this terrible days is over, right? Give yourself a pat. Today too... you did great, really great. And tomorrow... you will be happier, you will laugh more, a better day will come.

#PositivityInASong 🌞

#ZeroO'clock

#BTS

"Do your thang, do your thang, with me now."

It hits different, especially when you haven't found the thing you passionate about.

All this time I have been living in a lifeless life.

Every man dies, but not every man lives.

That hit me hard.

 What's my thang? What exactly my thang is?

Sea (바다), sebuah terjemahan

Singkawang, 30 Desember 2018.

“And if fans are so lucky to own the physical album, they’ll hear two hidden tracks at the very end. Why keep them secretive? RM: I think they’re hidden because you have to be a real fan of BTS to understand them. Otherwise, you won’t. Otherwise, you’d like be, “Why are they feeling so confused about things? They’re good?!? They’re No. 1 somewhere; they have so much stuff, why are they worried?” People always talk about that. But if you are true fan of BTS and you buy the album and you listen to the hidden track — if you are an Army and we spent time together from 2013, 2014 — they could understand. It’s kind of more special, closer, to our true hearts.” Source: Billboard

Original Writer: doolsetbangtan, translated to Bahasa by me.

Sea is somehow a song that I can relate like so much.... I cried the first time I heard the song.

Kamu dapat mendengarkan versi guide dari SEA di V-live nya Namjoon (timestamp 38:51). Namjoon membuat lagu ini pada 6 Oktober 2016, dengan judul asli “Wherever there’s hope, there’s a trial.”

Terjemahan dari lirik lagu tersebut :

Aku berjalan dan entah bagaimana aku mencapai laut. Di laut ini, aku melihat pantai yang penuh dengan butiran pasir tak terhitung dan angin yang bertiup dengan dasyat dan kencang. Dari sini, aku masih melihat gurun. Aku sangat ingin menguasai laut, jadi kuteguk air laut itu. Tapi mengapa aku malah menjadi semakin haus lebih dari sebelumnya?¹ Apa tempat yang kucapai ini benar-benar laut? Atau tempat ini adalah gurun pasir berwarna biru? Entahlah. Aku tak tahu apakah saat ini aku merasakan ombak. Aku tak tahu apakah aku masih dikejar badai pasir. Aku tak tahu apakah tempat ini laut atau gurun, apakah ini harapan atau cobaan, apakah ini nyata atau palsu. Yang aku tahu, cobaan yang diberikan padaku sekarang akan bisa aku atasi. Ya, dirikulah satu-satunya tempat di mana aku bisa bergantung. Aku menelan ludah, mencoba berpikir positif. Ya, meskipun aku gelisah, meskipun aku berada di gurun, aku yakin aku berada di Gurun Namib² yang begitu indah.

Di mana ada harapan, di situ ada cobaan³. Kamu tahu, kan?

Don't hide away, come out and play.

Singapore Flyer, July 27th 2019

Taken with Fujifilm X-A5

"You see, a piece of paper could be a little greater. Show me what you could make it. You'll never know, until you try it. And you don't have to keep it quiet. I know it makes you nervous. But I promise you, it's worth it. It's worth it to show 'em everything you kept inside. Don't hide, don't hide, don't hide away. Just come out and play."

🎧 Billie Eilish - come out and play (2018)

i luv u

You know what, somehow the sentences “don’t expect anything” is a whole lie. Like I want to expect nothing. But turns out we as a mere human always ended up having expectation, mmm the good one, the best one.

Even if you said “Yeah, already did my best. But the others did so much better than me. I think it’s a no. I will fail for sure.” That sentence sounds relief and accepting but that exactly what makes you started to have expectation. Expectation that it will not happen, expectation that the exact opposite things is the one that will happen.

You might get what u expect, 

You also might get what u didn’t expect. 

And the scariest part is how you deal when you expect something and get nothing.

That may broke you for a bit or even plenty.

But you only have two choices :

To get over it and continue your journey

Or 

To cry over it and forget your dream.

And I hope that “myself”, yeah you, will choose the first one.

Please, don’t give up.

Remember

Where there’s a will, there’s a way.

Where there’s hope, there are trials.

And you have to despair in every trials.

Some failures wont hurt you.

Pat yourself in the back.

U did well, really well!

So let’s continue the journey.

U have god, fams, bubby, bangtan, friends.

U are not alone.
U got U.

I love you.

June, 17th 2019.

Under the circumstance of anxiety.

#1001DaysWithAgustD

It has been 1001 Days since Min Yoongi of BTS (The band) released his free Mix tape.
He released it on Soundcloud for free in 2016 (August 15th 2016 to be exact), under the name "Agust D" (an abbreviation from Suga; his stage name and Daegu Town; his hometown) but later released it on Itunes in 2017. The "Agust D" Mix tape consist of 10 songs including a skit, intro and interlude. He also makes the video clip of two songs in the mix tape, tittle track "Agust D" and Give It To Me.

As a rapper it kinds of big achievement to released your own mix tape because you wrote, produced and composed all of the song in that Mix tape. You know RAP itself means "Rhyme and Poetry". Not only having bar or rhyme (or people usually think "talking fast"), a rapper should write their own verse, their own line, their own rap to be called "Rapper".

This mix tape has a lot of socially aware songs with meaningful lyric, for example :

1. Agust D (tittle track)
In this song, Suga talks about misconception of him being an "Idol" and falls into the K-pop category just because he's Korean. How he works hard and how he will always aim for the top.

2. 724148
In this song, Suga talks about the struggle and difficulties he faced as a producer (back then) in Daegu, how he had little money, how he gets into Bighit being auditioned as a rapper, and how his parent was against his career choice but he still pursue this path anyway.

3. The Last
OMG I'M SO FREAKING PROUD OF HIM :(((( in this song he really opens up about his social anxiety, the time he got hit by a car (during his trainee time, he get a side job as a delivery boy.. one day he got hit by a car, almost lost his life but then got fired from his job), also open up about his suicidal thought and overall his mental health, how he kept on hating his own self, comparing himself to others, keep killing his true self, how he didn't even recognize himself  ("I don't even know my own self, so who can know me?"). In the last he also talks about how the sweetness of success that came after all this hardship he's been through gave him confidences to continue his life. I always get goosebumps every time I listen to this song T.T

4. 140503 At Dawn
In this songs, Suga talks about the hardship as a trainee, how his social phobia came up makes him has 0 connection, and how he's putting on a mask (his defensive posture) to cover/hide himself, his weakness, and his anxiety. Also talk about how strict the rule during his trainee life, prison with no freedom. "I pretend I'm not lonely, I pretend I'm not suffering, I pretend I'm okay for no reason, meaninglessly I pretend to be strong."

5. So Far Away
This song confronts a meaningless life without dream, being forced (by adult or parents) to pursue a certain path, the struggle to find a life purpose, while also giving hope to those who feels the same thing, telling them to pull together. "Even if a dream is so far away to reach, don't give up on chasing it."

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Yoongi is a lyricist genius. I, acknowledge.


Ps: the lyric interpretation I got it from @aldornu on Twitter, added with my own opinion. We both are not a Korean so we only read  translation.. so there might be something missed here.

A ranting..

I think I’ll write about toxic masculinity.. soon after my research done.
Bruh the way bangtan sonyeondan shit,  make me educated my self.
Not gonna lie. Since I stan them, I’ve became more open minded..
Let’s learn everything, don’t be an ignorant! Cheer xoxo

Update : I'm so lazy to write it down. I'm just going to let go... let people think the way they want.

Things that make me happy?

Kim Namjoon said this in his 180511 Log : 

"There are many things that make me happy. The members, my family, ARMYs, clothes, figurines, coffee shops, coffee, parks, rivers, the sea, mountains, temples,road. I hope I continue to cherish these things and fill the content of my life. That's the only thing I wish for."

I literally want to second this.. because it's so true that there are many things which make me happy. BTS members (how could not tho?), my family (obviously), ARMYs (okay my internet fellas, stan twt fellas hello..ARMYs literally make me laugh everyday HAHAHA I love them a bunch of dumb and dumber). The list go on as what Joon said, and many more things to be added.. my friend.. my workmate.. coffee shops, my figurine, mosque, the road, my dolls, my room, every little things 🥺🥺

As Joon said too, I really hope I can continue to cherish these things and fill the content of my life.. that’s the only thing I wish for.. I mean that, like really mean that.. I want to appreciate every little happiness that I have.. I want to say thank you to God for sending them around me.. also remind myself that you’re not alone.. everything revolved and created around you is happiness! Don’t be sad! Appreciate it all! Bersyukur!!

Ps : It’s actually so amazing knowing Joon.. I always amaze on how mature he is, how wisdom he is.. Joon always talks with his fans yeah Army the way he talks to his own friends.. go to a chatroom, recommends us  a bunch of good songs, good books, good places, great artworks.. and also shares great life value.. as expected from a leader.

Hello.. it's been a long time.. have you all been well?

Minat (sebuah pencitraan)

Aku baru sadar.
Akhir-akhir ini aku baru tahu kalau aku punya minat pada banyak hal.

Dulu aku berminat pada fotografi, jaman kuliah daftar panitia mesti HPD. Sekarang? Aduh dah muak we.

Dulu aku berminat pada room decoration, sekarang? Masih. Tapi lagi males karena nungguin penempatan. Pengen segera settle aja gitu lo idupku. Terus beneran dah kamarku mau tak dekor jadi kamar impian Ahhh, Singkawang I'm coming.

Dulu aku berminat pada sepeda. Sekarang? Masih kok. Tiap pulang blora pasti ga absen sepedaan keliling blora. Di jakarta? Ga punya sepeda ih.

Itu minat yang dulu-dulu. Dikit bet ya?

Kalo sekarang?

Nganu.. Curhat

Ketika aku masih sibuk dengan perkara memfasihkan lafadz فَبِأَيِّ آلَاءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبَانِ dan perkara "jangan lupa bersyukur" udah dikasih banyak sama Allah. Dikasih sehat, bisa sekolah, dapet kerjaan enak dan berbagai macam nikmat lainnya, ternyata ada banyak orang yang udah bisa mikirin gimana mewujudkan rasa syukur itu dengan tindakan nyata. Bukan cuma Alhamdulillah/matur suwun gusti tapi lebih ke perkara "taking a real action atas syukurmu itu". Bisa dengan makin naik keimanan dan taqwamu. Atau bagaimana menyalurkan itu ke orang-orang lain di sekitarmu.

A sister's Guide to Earn The Blessing during Menstruation

Bismillah,

Rabbi Zidnee Ilman
“My Lord! Increase me in knowledge.”

Hello my muslimah fellas. Do you ever feel sad and down when we have been recharge our spiritual battery or our spirit to do ibadaat is on fire then "period" happens? Suddenly, we can no longer perform regular prayers, fast, and hold the Qur’an. Especially when it happen during the best time like on 10 last days of Ramadan, eid al fitr,  eid al adha  and etc.

Thinking in this way can really make you a Muslimah feeling down, and cause you to miss out on even more opportunities to build a closer relationship with Allah (Subhanahu wa ta’aala) . This is not bad luck that happened to us – Allah ordains everything, even a leaf falling from a tree. And He tells us,

“For every matter there is an appointed time given.”
{Surah Ar-Rad 13:38}

So then there must be Hekma, a divine wisdom from Allah, behind our period and their timings. Here are 8 rewarding acts of worship that never should be. And the best part is, each has its reward from Allah.

Love is a road that goes both ways.

If it wasn't go both ways, then it wasn't love.

How was your birthday?

Age was just a number.

22 tahun dan apa yang sudah kamu capai selama bertahun-tahun ini?

Living far far away from your family. That sad feeling when you can't even celebrate with them. Especially, when yesterday is your mom's birthday and today is your birthday and you just stuck in a square box and staring at this four walls again. And a song suddenly played.

"Maybe surrounded by a million people
I still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know.
Let me go home
I just too far from where you are
I wanna come home."

Huhuhuhu so sad :(

Hahahahah don't worry, when people was forgetting about my birthday. When people was busy spending time going around and around like doing traveling or etc. I completely spending time by my self! Like sleeping! Wkwkwk ( I hadn't enough slept lately this week, kebanyakan lembur buat persiapan 17an wkwk), cuddling with Bubby, eating my favorite food, cooking, tidying up my messy room and even got a new hair style! (It's been several months or years maybe, I hadn't cut my hair~~~) I really had a nice me time. 

And of course, for everyone who's congratulated me. Much much thanks, you've made my day!

With love, enchib.

Ps : Ultahku dah lewat lhoh.

Anak OJT dan Rekening yang Dibobol

Disclaimer : Tulisan ini adalah nyata pengalaman pribadi penulis, tidak ingin mencemarkan nama baik bank atau lainnya, murni benar-benar terjadi dan penulis alami.

So yaa, pagi yang cerah itu aku sedang berjalan menuju kantor seperti biasa melewati penjual gorengan dan nasi bebek yang terlihat enak, masuk lewat jalan pejalan kaki, berjalan lewat jalanan OJK dan seperti biasa melakukan self hipnotizing agar hari-hariku berjalan dengan luar biasa. Self hipnotizing ini rajin kulakukan setiap pagi, khususnya pagi itu aku ingat betul. Aku ingat karena akhir-akhir ini aku merasa monoton dengan kehidupan yang aku jalani selama tiga bulan lebih ini setelah menyandang gelar anak OJT. Bukan berarti aku tidak menyukai apa yang aku lakukan selama di kantor atau merasa lelah karena baru dipasrahi hal-hal kecil seperti ngetik, fotokopi atau nyecan. Definitely, bukan karena hal-hal itu. 

Jalanan OJK, my favorite path to do self hipno.

Tapi, lebih karena aku merasa takut tenggelam dalam these kind of comfort zone. I mean literally i’m in a comfort zone right? Bisa kerja tanpa perlu kesusahan nyari. Siapa yang ngga mau ada diposisi ini? Dan agenda-agendaku setiap hari dihabiskan untuk bekerja, pulang, sampe kosan malas melakukan apapun. Malas. Ya itu masalahku. Semakin aku malas itu berarti semakin aku senang dalam zona nyaman ini. Zona nyaman kerja dan dapat duit, udah gitu aja terus. Padahal aku punya Life plan yang menunggu untuk direalisasikan, kalau aku terus-terusan tenggelam dalam zona nyaman ini HAH, I think I should say good bye with my dreams from now on. Karena hal ini terus-terusan menggangu, jadilah ketika kutidak ngapa-ngapain pas OJT aku browsing aktivitas ke relawanan di Indorelawan.org yang setidaknya bisa kulakukan di sabtu-minggu agar aku tidak tenggelam di comfort zone. Di pagi hari itulah aku berkata pada diriku (self hipnotizing) "I try to challenge my self not to drawn in this kind of comfort zone, I try to challenge my self to be a volunteer agar kemageranku menghilang, I try to challenge my self by giving my self some responsibility, so that I can learn how to manage my time." Yay. Dan hari itu aku diterima di tim kesekretariatan Hari Peduli Sampah Nasional 2017. Sorenya ada rapat Panitia. I feel so excited about this. It made my dayyyyy. So happy finding something to do to challenge my self.

Pulang kantor sekitar pukul 17.15 di ATM BNI Gedung PAIK Kementerian Keuangan, aku berencana mengisi saldo Go-pay sebesar Rp50.000,-. Saldo gopay ini rencana akan kugunakan untuk transport ke Mall Kalibata City tempat Rapat HPSN 2017 diadakan, karena tempatnya agak jauh dan kalo pakai gopay diskon kan nayamuuuul. Ehhhh, bak tersambar petir di siang bolong muncul pemberitahuan Insufficient Fund (saldo tidak mencukupi). Aku kaget dong yaaa karena saldo terakhir seingatku sekitar Rp850.000,- sekian. Terus aku pindah ke mesin ATM lainnya, berpikir kali ATMnya lagi eror. Begitu cek saldo ternyata sama kayak ATM sebelah, tinggal Rp4.000,- sekian. Waduh bahaya nih, kemudian aku ngecek mutasi terakhir dan ditampilkan tiga transaksi terakhir yang aku lakukan yakni: 1. Top up gopay (Iya aing pernah topup buat beli gofood) 2. Penarikan uang melalui ATM PRIMA (ini aing narik di Indomart Kembang Raya di ATM Bersama BRI karena kepepet butuh uang >,<) 3. TRANSFER SEBESAR RP810.000,- (weee what is dis? who's transfering dis? sopo? sopo?) Karena ngeliat mutasinya di ATM, hanya muncul Transfer 810.000,- tanpa ada keterangan ke rekening mana dan ke siapa.

(almost) One Fine Day in Monas

Actually, It's just going to be a post with a lot of photos and some caption on it.

But first lemme tell you a story. 

Jadi gini, aku paling ngga suka sama asap rokok. It's hard to understand people, why people still smoking while they're knowing the fact that it's not good for their health. Oh, oke. it's their choice, it's their lives. Yasudah, biarkan saja. Njarke wae, nis. Jadilah aku mikir, let's go to some places with a lot of trees on it buat mbersihin paru-paru wkwk. Yang adem, jauh dari polusi dan asap rokok. Akhirnya, Jumat kemarin aku pergi ke Monas, sama Elak dan Imo! Kita jalan kaki dari kostan. Deket. Kalo kata Imo dan Febby tinggal nggelundung dan mencolot dari kosan (ngga juga deng wkwk) 

My daily outfit at work. Deciding to wear niqab!wkwk

Kenapa aku nulis Almost One fine day?

(sorry kalo pake elo gue, yang absolutely not my style. Tapi kalo lagi kzl gini, lo gue emang paling cocok dipakai)

Jadi kita bertiga kan jalan kaki ya. Gue capek banget dijalanan tuh ya, mentang-mentang kita bertiga pake hijab. Banyak banget yang ngomongin Assalamu'alaikum blablablablablabla. Like hey? Assalamu'alaikum yang seharusnya digunakan untuk menebarkan kebaikan kepada sesama, malah dipakai buat sarana main-main! Buat catcalling (if u dont know about it, read here), buat nggoda-godain cewek yang bukan muhrim yang bahkan cuma sekedar lewat doang. Yang sudah mencoba menutup diri dengan berhijab dan having no intention to attract someone attention. Ngga habis pikir loh sama ini orang-orang.

Dear Me,

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."

-Samuel Langhorne Clemens-

(better known by his pens name Mark Twain)

That Feeling Of Belonging

DTSD KN TINGKAT I ANGKATAN II KELAS A Let’s start with a warning: Since I like to get nostalgic and a little emotional (not in the lets sit and cry sense but more to sit and take a moment to appreciate past experiences and memories etc.) So be prepared and don't say I didn't warn you! It’s going to be a very long post too, beware of getting bored!

Pertama kali tahu aku harus menjalani beberapa ritual seperti DTU, DTSD dan prajab. It makes me tired. Ngedengernya aja udah bikin capek. Apalagi ketika kamu sudah menyesuaikan diri dengan baik, dengan pola kerja di kantor tetiba harus ninggalin kantor dan ketemu dengan orang-orang baru. Aku paling sebel sebenernya ketika harus ketemu orang-orang baru dan beradaptasi lagi. Yah, problem orang introvert pada umumnya (I'll talk about my personality later, The test result shows that its suddenly change from introvert to extroverts). DTU okelah terlewati meskipun sebelumnya sudah pesimis sepuluh hari itu lama loh, kayaknya aing gabakal kuat apalagi kalo harus disuruh guling, merayap dll wkwk. Next, DTSD ini lebih lama loh tiga minggu. Untungnya udah banyak yang aku kenal (half of the class). Kayaknya bakal asik sih diklatnya ini HAHAHA

One week after DTSD (8 April 17), here I am sitting at my room and only in the past hour an Idea pop up. Yah an Idea to write about my experience at DTSD.  Looking at the old picture I have and that’s when I noticed that I miss this… This feeling of belonging, this feeling of a community… Kangen kelas dan orang-orang di dalamnya. Pas DTSD tuh, rasanya udah kayak kenal mereka lamaaaa Biasanya I hardly adapted sama lingkungan dan orang-orang baru, ini ngga sama sekali. Kalo jaman kuliah aku menghindari sekali, nanya ke dosen. Karena selain aku mikir ya elah gitu doang ah paham-paham, tapi juga karena grogi sama temen-temen sekelas. Tapi di kelas kemarin aku bisa dengan mudahnya delivering my idea sekedar nanya yang ngga paham karena yah aku merasa nyaman sama mereka-mereka😀 This is what people call ”the feeling of belonging”.

"A sense of belonging is the feeling of being connected and accepted within one’s family and community"
-Sense Of Belonging- 

So I write it here, a memories of good life back then wkwk when I got free food, free laundry, free room, free book, new skills, new knowledges and also new friends who’s treating me so nice :)

Maka nikmat Tuhan kamu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan? -QS. Ar-Raĥmān - 

Lokasi : Masjid Agung Jawa Tengah, Semarang.
Ps : Di ambil di tengah kesibukan PKL di Semarang.
Tq Umma dan Eli yang sudah membawaku ke sini wkwk

stay happy

A poem by Dakota Wint

I was thinking today, that we're all gonna die one day. And I was thinking of all the things that I take for granted. And sometimes I forget how blessed I am.

And I just wanted to say that if you're ever feeling down, truly take a moment out of your day
to think of everything that you cherish. Go squeeze someone you love. Put your heart and soul into that hug. And don't let go until you both can't breathe.

Go make a friend with someone completely random. Hold the door open for someone. And if they don't acknowledge you. Just smile, never stop smiling :))

And If you're ever feeling lost. Take a chance.
If you've got nowhere to go. Any road will get you there

Dance and sing like no one's watching. 

If you like someone, tell them.

Laugh at the stupid jokes, only you and your best friend find funny.
Laugh until your stomach hurts.

And if you've ever been mean to anyone. And never got the chance to say sorry. Just Apologize. Life is to short to waste your time being a jerk. And if people are mean to you. Screw'em. Be yourself because nobody else can be.

And if you want to cry. Just cry. Let it out.

Expectation is the root of all heartache. The best thing to do is to stop thinking. And to just let things happen.

And if the world ever makes you feel small. Look up at the stars and know someone somewhere is doing the same thing. And just because today might've been a terrible day, doesn't mean tomorrow won't be the best day of your entire life. You just have to wake up and get there.

We learn from experience that we never really learn anything from experience.
We never know what's gonna happen and that's the thing about life.
You just have to breath every moment in life like it's your last.

And never look back.
And never regret.
And always, stay happy :)

you can never fully leave a place

It isn’t possible to go by going…
You can’t have gone by going;
Your heart stays,
Your mind stays,
Your memories stay.

                                              Turkish poet, Cemal Süreyya as (attempted to be) translated

“Memaknai Hari Peduli Sampah Nasional 21 Februari 2017 dengan Aksi Nyata”

Siaran Pers Untuk Didistribusikan Segera! 

Jakarta, 21 Januari 2017 - Tempat Pemrosesan Akhir (TPA) kembali menelan korban. Belum genap satu bulan di tahun 2017, di hari minggu tanggal 15 Januari 2017, seorang pria meninggal di TPA Bantar Gebang karena tertimpa longsoran sampah ketika mencari material yang dapat digunakan lagi dalam tumpukan sampah. Menolak lupa bahwa 12 tahun yang lalu, tepatnya pada tanggal 21 Februari 2005, terjadi longsoran TPA di Leuwigajah Jawa Barat yang menelan ratusan korban meninggal dan 2 kampung adat hilang dari peta. 

Sejak saat itu, tanggal 21 Februari diperingati sebagai Hari Peduli Sampah Nasional dan Indonesia ditargetkan dapat bersih dari sampah pada tahun 2020. Tetapi 21 Februari selalu dilewati dengan hanya sekadar seremonial belaka tanpa dimaknai lebih dalam. Pengelolaan sampah kita saat ini nyatanya tidak mengalami perubahan signifikan padahal tinggal 3 tahun lagi menuju target yang dibuat Indonesia sendiri. Kegelisahan inilah yang menggerakkan para relawan untuk menginisiasi gerakan Indonesia Bebas Sampah 2020 pada tahun 2015 sebagai wadah seluruh komunitas lingkungan di Indonesia, khususnya yang bergerak dan peduli dalam isu persampahan. Inisiatif Indonesia Bebas Sampah 2020 terbentuk dari semangat kerelawanan dan kolaborasi dari berbagai masyarakat yang peduli untuk mewujudkan cita-cita Indonesia #BebasSampah2020 tanpa adanya kepentingan Suku, Agama, Ras, Golongan dan Politik (SARAP) apapun. 

Dear future generations.

A spoken word poetry by Prince EA

Dear future generations,

I think I speak for the rest of us, when I say “sorry”.

Sorry, we left you with our mess of a planet.

Sorry, we were too caught up in our own doings, to do something.

Sorry, we listen to the people who make excuses, to do nothing.

I hope you forgive us.

We just didn't realize how special the earth was. Like a marriage gone wrong. We didn't know what we have, until it was gone. For example, I'm guessing you probably know what is the Amazon dessert, right? Well, I believe back then it was called Amazon rain forest. Then, there were billions of trees. There all of them gorgeous, and... oh, you don't know much about trees, do you?

Well, let me tell you. Trees are amazing. I mean, we literally breathe the air they are creating. They clean up our pollution and our carbon. They store and purify water. Give us medicine that cures our diseases, food that feed us. Which is why I’m so sorry, to tell you that. We burnt them down. Cut them down with brutal machines horrific. At a rate of 40 football fields every minutes. That’s 50% of all the trees in the world Gone in the last 100 years. Why? For this, money. And that wouldn’t make me so sad, if it weren’t so many pictures of leaves on it.

You know when I was child. I read how the Native American, had such consideration, for the planet. That they felt responsible for how they left the land for the next seven generation. Which bring me great sorrow, because most of us today don’t even care about tomorrow.

Amazon Deforestation

So I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we put profit above people, greed above need, and rule of gold above the golden rule. I’m sorry we use nature as a credit card, with no spending limit. Over drafting animals to extinction, stealing your chance to ever see their uniqueness or become friend with them. Sorry we poisoned the ocean too much, that you can’t even swim in them. But most of all, I’m sorry about our mindset, because we have the nerve to call this destruction, “Progress”.

Hey fox news, if you don’t think climate changes is a threat. I dare you to interview the thousands of homeless people in Bangladesh. See while, while you’re in your penthouse nestle, their home were literally washed away. Beneath their feet due to rising sea levels.

Thousands of Bangladeshis were left homeless after Cyclone Roanu battered (2016)

And Sarah palin you said that you love the smell of fossil fuels. Well, I urged you to talk to the kids of Beijing. Who are forced to wear pollution mask just to go to school.

Beijing Air Pollution hits "Hazardous" Level (2013)

See you can ignore this.

But the thing about truth is, it can be denied not avoided.

So, I’m sorry future generations.

I’m sorry, that our foot prints became a sinkhole and not a garden.

I’m sorry, that we pay so much attention to ISIS and very little to have faced the ice is melting in the Arctic.

I’m sorry that we domed you.

I’m sorry we couldn’t find another planet in time to move to.

I’m....

You know what?

I’m not sorry. This future I do not accept it, because error does not become a mistake until you refuse to correct it. We can redirect it.

How?

Let me suggest it.

If a farmer sees a tree that is unhealthy, they don’t look at the branches to diagnose it. They look at the root. So, like that farmers we must look at the root. Not the branches of government, not to the politician run by corporations. We are the root, we are the foundation of this generation. It is up to us to take care of this planet. It’s our only home. We must globally warm our heart and changes the climate of our souls and realize it, we are not apart from nature. We are a part of nature and to betray nature is to betray us. To save nature is to save us.

Because whatever you have fighting for, racism or poverty, feminism, gay right or any type of equality it won’t matter in the least. Because if we don’t do all work together to save the environment, we’ll be equal extinct.

Sorry.

Nowadays, cutting trees make you money. If all the trees had cut, what will you cut next?

#Tahukahkamu, tanggal 10 Januari diperingati sebagai Hari Gerakan Satu Juta Pohon Sedunia? Menanam pohon memiliki banyak manfaat, salah satunya yaitu mengurangi pencemaran lingkungan. Pohon berfungsi menyerap karbondioksida dan menghasilkan oksigen, sehingga akan mengurangi polusi dan pencemaran yang ada di lingkungan kita. Selain itu dengan menanam pohon yang merupakan tandon air dapat mencegah terjadinya banjir. Pohon tidak hanya sebatas ditanam melainkan dijaga keberlangsungannya. Untuk fungsi lingkungan hidup, pemerintah menganggarkan Rp11,9 Triliun dalam Anggaran Pendapatan dan Belanja Negara (APBN) 2017, meningkat dari alokasi dalam APBN Perubahan 2016 yang sebesar Rp11 Triliun.

Lalu, apa saja sasaran kebijakan lingkungan hidup tahun ini? Pertama, terlaksananya pemanfaatan keanekaragaman hayati yang berkelanjutan untuk kegiatan ekonomi. Kedua, meningkatnya kualitas lingkungan hidup yang tercermin dalam indeks kualitas lingkungan hidup. Ketiga, menguatnya upaya penanganan perubahan iklim (mitigasi dan adaptasi) dan sistem peringatan dini cuaca dan iklim. Yuk, kita benahi alam kita! Selamat hari #GerakanSatujutaPohonSedunia#KekayaanIndonesia #KekayaanAlam

Bukan hanya di Amazon, Bangladesh dan Beijing, Indonesia was actually suffering the same things. Hutan-hutan dibakar dengan alasan membuka lahan hingga menyebabkan kabut asap berkepanjangan. Pohon ditebang untuk dimanfaatkan kayunya karena harganya yang mahal. It is true that we are using nature as a credit card with no spending limit. Mungkin memang tidak semua orang, dan beberapa orang masih berjuang memerangi illegal logging seperti ini.

So yeah, there are three kind of people. Some they do illegal logging, some against and fight that illegal logging and the other don't even care what the hell illegal logging or climate change is. So, which side are you in?

Child in Riau wearing a mask just to go to school (2016)

Kondisi Hutan di Riau saat kebakaran terjadi (2016)

Ps: Lagi suka banget sama Spoken Word Poetry >,< Jadilah ku post di sini. Menurutku ini juga bisa jadi cara lho buat latihan ngomong Bahasa Inggris HAHAHA Kayaknya aku bakal sering nge-post Spoken Word Poetry deh. because I like it, nanana~

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Check out Prince Ea videos when performing this spoken word poetry bellow:

 

Nonton Ini kuyyyy~
Film dokumentasinya si Leornado D. Caprio x National Geographic. Judulnya :

                                        Before the flood
 "Undoubtedly, the most emotive scientific documentary that have ever created."

https://idxx1.cam/movie/before-the-flood-2016-8swu/play

new year, new target

Hello.
Sekarang hari Jumat, 6 Januari 2017.
Yay, 2017 sudah datang! (telat sih tapi gpp)
Ngga komplit kalau belum bikin new year resolution for a better me #halah.
yuk mari kita buat,

 Okay, this is my new year resolution .

For a better blog wkwk, I've been so obsessed to write currently!
Many ideas pop up, but I waaaaaaas to lazy to write it down wkwk
But my new year resolution now is just to be more productive!
Lets target it. Maybe one week one post?
Lets do it! Write it down, record it all. Discover more.

I love my current blog template. So I'll do nothing about designing my blog.
I'm satisfied!
how about you? what do you think about my blog?

And for a better life, I want to be more productive too!
One month (buy) one book
One week (read) one book
One week (write) one post (it could be anything, poems, daily activity or even quote wkwkwk)
Do saving.
Read Qur'an more
Learn to cook.
Hold your anger.
HAHAHAHA
and another I can't list here. 

Updated: It's April now, and I had betrayed my own new year resolution! Hah. 

FOR

EVERY

DREAMER

A

DREAM

WERE

UNSTOPPABLE

WITH

SOMETHING

TO

BELIEVE

IN.

~Avicii - Waiting For Love~

Dalam album studio ke dua "Stories"

Selamat datang, DJKN 135!

Tahukah kamu? Selain Pajak dan Bea Cukai, Kementerian Keuangan juga mengelola Aset Negara melalui Direktorat Jenderal Kekayaan Negara?

Bersalaman sama Pak Dirjen sebelum dikirim ke luar...(jawa) T.T

Pada hari Rabu tanggal 28 Desember 2016, kami, DJKN 135 (@djkn135) secara resmi disambut oleh Bapak Sony Loho, selaku Direktur Jenderal Kekayaan Negara. Hal ini menandai pula, kami disambut menjadi bagian dari pengelolaan Aset Negara! #banggapegawaiDJKN #DJKN135 #kenalDJKN.

Bapak Sony Loho (Dirjen KN) pada saat memberikan sambutan.

Satu kalimat mengena yang disampaikan beliau kepada kami agar selalu menjaga semangat berprestasi dalam bekerja :

" Ambisi boleh saja, tapi jangan ambisi injek-injek ke bawah, sikut-sikut ke samping. Just do your best dan biarkan atasan kalian yang menilai."

Kalimat ini memotivasi saya agar nantinya saat sudah bekerja, saya senantiasa berusaha memberikan yang terbaik dalam pelayanan, terus belajar untuk meningkatkan skill dan menyesuaikan kebutuhan organisasi serta tetap menjaga sinergi yang baik dengan rekan kerja maupun atasan, tak lupa bersinergi dengan stakeholder.

DJKN 135 dan segenap kru yang bertugas #apadeeh

Ps :
Selamat datang untuk kita, teman-teman.
Mari jaga nama baik DJKN :)
Mari kelola aset negara.
lets be the best team ever!
see you on next agenda!
see you on top!

Btw namaku Anisa Anastia dari D III PPLN. Buat bedain dari Anisa Anisa lainnya, you can call me Cib atau encib atau anico HAHAHA. (too much Anisa ain't good, gaes)
Salam kenal, DJKN 135^^

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-Save our Asset, Save our Nation-

"Build your own world, dont live without hopes.

Dont blame other people, and stop complaining!

You’ll win if you’re not giving up."

Shin Joon-young to No Eul

Dalam Drama Uncontrollably Fund 

Sebuah Refleksi

“Nis, pulang naik apa? Gojek?”

“Ngga, jalan kaki.”

“lah? Ngga capek?”

“ngga, kosanku deket kok.”

“berapa lama sampe kost kalo jalan kaki?”

“40 menit, hehe”

“gils. Ati-ati yak. Daaa”

“yaaa, see you tomorrow.”

Aku suka jalan kaki kemanapun, asal masih dalam batas toleransi. Batas toleransi itu aku namai ke-reachable-an. Tiap orang pasti punya batas ke-reachable-an yang berbeda-beda. Aku punya teman yang jalan sampai ujung gang aja capek, tapi aku juga punya teman yang mau diajak jalan jauh ke mana-mana bahkan langkah kakinya lebih cepat dari punyaku. Aku lebih suka menikmati jalanku, tak perlu berjalan cepat-cepat nanti juga sampai wkwkwk. Kecuali kalau memang dalam keadaan mendesak.

Aku biasanya akan memutar musik dari lagu-lagu favoritku sekarang ini. Adem. Ini jadi semacam sweet escapes buatku yang sudah lelah seharian atau lagi pissed off  sama sesuatu. HEHEHE Kan lumayan liat-liat pemandangan, liat matahari terbenam dan langit yang jingga di kota besar nan padat ini. It’s priceless. I mean really.

Salah satu senja yang indah~ taken by me.  

Dan aku lebih suka berjalan sendirian. Kenapa? Karena setiap kali aku berjalan, di jalan itulah aku bisa menikmati banyak hal, sendiri, tanpa perlu berbagi dengan orang lain. Kadang aku memperhatikan orang-orang yang tidak sengaja berpapasan denganku di jalan. Pejalan kaki lain, pedagang, pengendara motor, orang-orang yang sedang menunggu bus, orang-orang yang naik bus, orang-orang yang lagi antri lampu merah, orang-orang yang sedang makan di warung pinggir jalan hingga melihat para pemulung, sopir taksi, bajaj, angkot dan ojek online yang sedang mengais rejeki.

Ketika melihat mereka aku selalu ingin tahu, apa sih yang ada dipikiran mereka sekarang ini? Mereka lagi sedih atau senang ya? Mereka sudah makan belum? Mereka punya uang ngga ya? Gimana kehidupan mereka sehari-hari? Are they really happy with their live?

Ya, are they happy with their live? Mereka ngga sedang berpura-pura senang kan? Padahal mungkin saja mereka punya banyak tanggungan hidup. Mungkin saja kan mereka diancam debt collector disuruh bayar utang hari ini kayak difilm-film gitu? Atau mungkin saja sekarang anak/keluarga mereka ada yang sakit? Atau bahkan mereka hanya sekadar memikirkan aku makan apa malam ini? Aku tidur di mana ya?

Oke, mari berhenti memikirkan kehidupan orang lain. “What about you? Are you happy with your live? “ Ujarku pada diri sendiri.

Ya, nis sebenernya kamu bener-bener bahagia sama kehidupanmu sekarang atau ngga sih? Ini pertanyaan sulit. Aku butuh waktu untuk menjawab dan merefleksikan semua yang terjadi dari sejak aku dilahirkan sampai sebesar ini.

Dan aku punya jawabannya.

Aku bahagia dengan hidupku sekarang ini. Dan aku tidak akan menyesali sedetikpun apa yang telah aku jalani sampai sekarang. Aku bahagia terlahir dari rahim wanita kuat seperti ibuku, dan aku akan tetap memilih terlahir kembali sebagai putrinya kalau disuruh memilih. Aku juga bahagia mempunyai adik yang pandai dan berprestasi meskipun sedikit usil dan tengil, tapi tetap ngangeni wkwk. Aku bahagia terlahir dari Ibuku dan menjadi cucu Nenekku yang paling kusayangi yang sudah sejak kelas empat SD tak bisa kulihat tawanya lagi. Tak lupa Kakekku yang meskipun tak pernah kulihat wajahnya aku yakin beliau orang yang pengasih. Aku bahagia punya keluarga besar di Blora yang selalu mendukung dan merawatku dengan baik sejak kecil. Aku bahagia bertemu dengan banyak orang dan mengalami banyak hal. 😊

I could not imagine myself without this experience, without selecting namely this road and without meeting all the people I have met. Bisa dibilang, kehidupanku adalah skenario terbaik yang pernah ditulis Allah. Aku yakin itu. Dan Allah selalu punya kejutan untuk hamba-Nya. Dan untuk yang taat tentu Allah akan memberikan kejutan yang bahagia dan menyenangkan hehehe. Jadi, taatlah pada Allah hehehe.

Oya, jadi inti dari postingan ini adalah dengan jalan kaki sendirian aku jadi bisa merefleksikan hal-hal yang kulihat sepanjang jalan dengan kehidupanku sekarang ini. Seringkali kan kita merasa kurang dan lupa bersyukur padahal Allah sudah memberikan banyak nikmat kepada kita. Pas jalan kaki itu aku jadi merasa that we can look down for a while dan bersyukur sama Allah. Bayangkan kalau kita lahir di Aleppo jalan kaki dikit ke bom 😢😢 Saat itu juga aku jadi bersyukur dan di sisi lain aku juga merasa there are a lot of things that we must repair, di dunia ini dan terutama di negara ini. Ya begitulah. Maaf gaje. wkwk

Penutup : Jalan kaki itu bagus. Mari jalan kaki!! Jangan kaget kalo liat aku jalan kaki sambil ngomong sendiri atau nyanyi sendiri. Itu lagi refleksi (bukan pijat).

Ps: For me the greatest things about doing a reflection is you learn to know that you’re still alive in the best case scenario, feeling happier than ever.