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Lately, I got a kind of “dream to study abroad” symptoms. Don’t know why but something that had become my dream from a long time ago come up in my mind. And it’s make me ahhh, so passionate about it and want to know further and further. But you know “passionate about it” it’s only come out when I got that symptoms. When the symptoms gone, my passion is gone too. And me, will back to be a lazy girl again. God, could you help me?

I watched many videos on YouTube to motivate my self and keep me on track HAHA. I watched Tasya Journal part 1 & 2 a video by Tasya Kamila as an awardee of LPDP program which is contained tips and Tasya’s experience of getting that scholarship. I watched a video by Maudy Ayunda too,”My student life in Oxford”. I think they were so cool. I watched  many videos which talk about LPDP program and student lives in USA, Holland, England, Japan or another country. Yaaaah, I think they were totally cool :’)

One or two think come to my mind.

Why abroad? Why I want to go abroad?

That simple questions make me confused too. I think going abroad was kind of exclusive thing that make me one step better than other people do. Going abroad especially for studying, I think it’ll teach us about a whole new life and story. Because we’re going to learn many thing. Beside from the college, we can also learn from the new environment, different culture, different life style and different kind of people. It helps us to develop and adapt with new environment. We can be an independent people and less dependent with other people help.

Foreign country, of course have a better education level from Indonesia. So it’s the time for us to open our mind and learn from the other country. And after that back again to Indonesia and contribute as well as we can.

Will I finally achieve what I had dreaming about?

Maybe. It’s just the matter of me. I mean if I keep doing well, keep everything on track, learn to have an open minded mind, my passion still same, and having eager to keep learning. I think someday I can do it. But if I continue to be a lazy and close minded person, uhh I think I should say goodbye with my dream from now on :’)

Okay. Let’s write this. Bad side of me let’s break up, please go and come back again in five or ten years. I want the good side of me now.

Ahh a quotes come to my mind : “only you who can change yourself”.

When will I change?

If there are anythings in your life that you would like to change, start now! Make it likes the beginning of spring in your life, when flowers are popping up everywhere and it’s the perfect time to do a “spring cleaning” in your life~ Ayay Captain!

This post written on the second days of Idul Fitri, with short knowledge of grammar, vocab and tenses. Hope I’m doing well at learning English too :)